This is the most meaningless post I have ever posted.
Since all of us are always together whenever possible, I have just realized we are almost like a body. A body that works together and each part cannot perform well without the rest.
So this is how it goes!
Jevon is the head (Botak. Head. Make the connection)
Pong is the lungs (chain-smoke too much plus his laugh no sound dunno y)
Mun is the heart (He demanded to be the heart cos it sounds cool -.-)
TC is the voice (sibei kp)
The rest are the arms and legs (The body can have more fun with the arms and legs)
BG is the KKJ (No better candidate to be the KKJ other than him seriously)
I am the feet (Smelly feet hehe)
TX is the Ka Chng (With the Ka Chng cannot, without the Ka Chng also cannot LOL)
Both me and Mun found extreme humor in this.
Yes, I'm damn bo liao.
Wednesday, January 14, 2009
Monday, January 5, 2009
The Darkness
It has been confirmed.
A friend from my past, Elliot Lu Weiye has met an untimely end in the fire tragedy at Santika Pub Bangkok. He was 26 years old. No doubt, his death stirs up a tingling of emotional dejavu in me.
I first met him around the year 2000, where he and Jeremy held a trial test for my entry to their Counter-strike clan Ronin. Not a particularly cheerful guy, Elliot was rather reliable as a friend though. I do remember him organizing all the outings and liasing for our competitions without complaint. He was always wearing a long sleeved T-Shirt with the sleeves rolled up at all times. How much fun we had together as Ronin during those years.
At times like this, the unfairness of life never fails to hit me. Life is so short, yet so fragile. There are so many things to do and places to go within so little time. However, life can end so abruptly anytime, anywhere. The realization of the certainty of death is an absolute kind of darkness that is difficult to comprehend.
Truly, every moment counts.
God bless
Elliot aka D4RkLanc3r of Ronin
A friend from my past, Elliot Lu Weiye has met an untimely end in the fire tragedy at Santika Pub Bangkok. He was 26 years old. No doubt, his death stirs up a tingling of emotional dejavu in me.
I first met him around the year 2000, where he and Jeremy held a trial test for my entry to their Counter-strike clan Ronin. Not a particularly cheerful guy, Elliot was rather reliable as a friend though. I do remember him organizing all the outings and liasing for our competitions without complaint. He was always wearing a long sleeved T-Shirt with the sleeves rolled up at all times. How much fun we had together as Ronin during those years.
At times like this, the unfairness of life never fails to hit me. Life is so short, yet so fragile. There are so many things to do and places to go within so little time. However, life can end so abruptly anytime, anywhere. The realization of the certainty of death is an absolute kind of darkness that is difficult to comprehend.
Truly, every moment counts.
God bless
Elliot aka D4RkLanc3r of Ronin
Friday, January 2, 2009
Life is Short
Last night I received rather disturbing news. Elliot, a friend who went to Thailand to study with my close friend Jeremy is missing.
On New Year's Eve they went to Santika Pub, a rather popular nighspot in Bangkok. Halfway throughout the celebrations, some pyrotechnics caused a fire which rapidly grew out of control. From Jeremy's account of the incident, the lights blacked out and everyone was engulfed in darkness. Soon after the roof caved in. Jeremy held Elliot's hand and the both of them tried to escape the premises amidst the chaos and confusion. I believe in the rush for the exit among the mad crowd also fleeing for safety Jeremy lost physical contact with Elliot. About 10 seconds after Jeremy made it out I believe the place exploded.
This tragedy claimed several lives and injured many. Elliot, dead or alive is still nowhere to be found. He is only 26 years old. For the moment, the only consolation is that no news is good news. Jeremy tells me chances are slim at best.
http://www.channelnewsasia.com/stories/singaporelocalnews/view/399630/1/.html
http://www.channelnewsasia.com/stories/singaporelocalnews/view/399766/1/.html
Come to think of it, I've been to several nightspots in my life til now. And I don't recall seeing many (if any at all) fire safety precautions or measures in place. Kind of negligent considering that nightspots have various alcohols and spirits in abundance all over their premises. Add that to the fact that patrons are usually high or drunk, the place is dimly lighted and there is only really one obvious exit (the entrance). All of this spells out a disaster waiting to happen.
This is a rather depressing turn of events to happen at the turn of the new year. Life is truly short and unpredictable. To put things simply, you could be talking to a friend today and he could be missing or dead tomorrow. No one knows what will happen next. We should really cherish everyone around us.
For Elliot, of Ronin.
On New Year's Eve they went to Santika Pub, a rather popular nighspot in Bangkok. Halfway throughout the celebrations, some pyrotechnics caused a fire which rapidly grew out of control. From Jeremy's account of the incident, the lights blacked out and everyone was engulfed in darkness. Soon after the roof caved in. Jeremy held Elliot's hand and the both of them tried to escape the premises amidst the chaos and confusion. I believe in the rush for the exit among the mad crowd also fleeing for safety Jeremy lost physical contact with Elliot. About 10 seconds after Jeremy made it out I believe the place exploded.
This tragedy claimed several lives and injured many. Elliot, dead or alive is still nowhere to be found. He is only 26 years old. For the moment, the only consolation is that no news is good news. Jeremy tells me chances are slim at best.
http://www.channelnewsasia.com/stories/singaporelocalnews/view/399630/1/.html
http://www.channelnewsasia.com/stories/singaporelocalnews/view/399766/1/.html
Come to think of it, I've been to several nightspots in my life til now. And I don't recall seeing many (if any at all) fire safety precautions or measures in place. Kind of negligent considering that nightspots have various alcohols and spirits in abundance all over their premises. Add that to the fact that patrons are usually high or drunk, the place is dimly lighted and there is only really one obvious exit (the entrance). All of this spells out a disaster waiting to happen.
This is a rather depressing turn of events to happen at the turn of the new year. Life is truly short and unpredictable. To put things simply, you could be talking to a friend today and he could be missing or dead tomorrow. No one knows what will happen next. We should really cherish everyone around us.
For Elliot, of Ronin.
Wednesday, December 31, 2008
Resolutions
Wow. It has been practically 2 months since I last posted an entry. What a long two months it has been for me. November was last term of my school, and early to mid December was my final exams. In between WoWing and some last minute studying (as usual), I barely had time for bball. In fact, I haven't bballed in more than a month!
Ah well, will be bballing later with HT and gang later. Hope my shooting won't be kissing air all the way man!
I'll most probably be repeating 1 module next year. I guess I deserve it lol. Too much WoWing and fooling around for the past few months. I guess it's been too far a lapse for me to really get in the mood for studying seriously.
As for WoW, I somehow managed to get 2 toons to 70, and a Death Knight is on the way.
Ah well, will be bballing later with HT and gang later. Hope my shooting won't be kissing air all the way man!
I'll most probably be repeating 1 module next year. I guess I deserve it lol. Too much WoWing and fooling around for the past few months. I guess it's been too far a lapse for me to really get in the mood for studying seriously.
As for WoW, I somehow managed to get 2 toons to 70, and a Death Knight is on the way.
Somehow I still can't decide which toon to make my main for leveling to 80. The Rogue (Or any rogueish genre) has been my bread and butter class in mmorpgs for so many years. However, in WoW I enjoy the tanking role as a Paladin more. And as for this new Death Knight class, well... playing a DK has been extremely refreshing. The DK plays like a rogue in plate armor! Then again, I miss grinding and tanking with my Druid on another realm. Ah, the choices! Anyway, Jevon has finally joined me in WoW and I'm really glad that he can experience this really magnificient game. Pong, too is playing WoW as my nifty healer companion! Hopefully (one can still hope right?), the rest will return to the world of the WoW LOL!
And as for DoTA, I still play once or twice a week to prevent my skills (lol if any at all) from degenerating. I still find it fun, but just not as attention grabbing as WoW to me. In my opinion, DoTA still does have a substantial lifespan. However, it lacks the instant gratification that Counter-Strike had on gamers of all ages. The only thing keeping DoTA alive now to me is competitiveness. And competitiveness stems from interest first. Once interest is lost, the desire to compete dies. Also in today's gaming industry, any online game that is free to play lacks real commercial value. Once commercial value is absent, survival chances are dim. Hence, I shall not spend TOO much of my time on DoTA.
Anyway, no I have not forgotten that the title of this post is named Resolutions!
As the end of 2008 arrives and the beginning of 2009 approaches, I believe it is only apt to make a few resolutions of my own.
1 - Cut down (or quit? wtf?) smoking.
2 - Pass my repeat module and get my diploma ASAP!
3 - Work part-time to buy a new PC!
4 - Work full-time to go on holiday somewhere affordable!
5 - If I somehow can quit smoking then I guess I can accomplish 2,3,4 and almost any other promises I make to myself!
Wow. what a long post this turned out to be!
Signing off
Enormous wall of text crits you for 9999 damage!
And as for DoTA, I still play once or twice a week to prevent my skills (lol if any at all) from degenerating. I still find it fun, but just not as attention grabbing as WoW to me. In my opinion, DoTA still does have a substantial lifespan. However, it lacks the instant gratification that Counter-Strike had on gamers of all ages. The only thing keeping DoTA alive now to me is competitiveness. And competitiveness stems from interest first. Once interest is lost, the desire to compete dies. Also in today's gaming industry, any online game that is free to play lacks real commercial value. Once commercial value is absent, survival chances are dim. Hence, I shall not spend TOO much of my time on DoTA.
Anyway, no I have not forgotten that the title of this post is named Resolutions!
As the end of 2008 arrives and the beginning of 2009 approaches, I believe it is only apt to make a few resolutions of my own.
1 - Cut down (or quit? wtf?) smoking.
2 - Pass my repeat module and get my diploma ASAP!
3 - Work part-time to buy a new PC!
4 - Work full-time to go on holiday somewhere affordable!
5 - If I somehow can quit smoking then I guess I can accomplish 2,3,4 and almost any other promises I make to myself!
Wow. what a long post this turned out to be!
Signing off
Enormous wall of text crits you for 9999 damage!
Tuesday, October 21, 2008
Belated Entry #2 - Jevon
Jevon. The one true companion that have accompanied through the years, just as I have accompanied him. He is probably the only person I can truly depend and rely on in my time of need.
So many years have passed since the time we first met. As I attempt to recall those times it seemed like the occurrences of yesterday, yet it reflected a memory so surreal akin to a distant dream. I remember all those Super Q and AMK Funland times, and of course our Shaw Towers Netgames outings. I suppose it mattered not what we did back then, as long as we were together. And of course SO many other thing we did together over the years.Those truly were, golden moments.
I was there to comfort him when he were heartbroken or depressed due to relationship or family problems and he was around for solace when I was feeling desolate and dejected.
I have stood beside him in his times of darkness, and he have guided me as I walk through the shadows. Together we walk still towards the light. We have seen and tolerated the best and worse of each other. And I suppose, true friendship stems from such understanding and patience.
10 yrs ago outside the arcade, we were pondering as to how we will be like in 10 yrs time. 10 yrs has passed, and here we are. I suppose we both have wasted time in our own way. With Jevon's recent re-entry into his father's company and my soon-to-be-completed tourism diploma, I suppose it is time we accept what we have to do. I mean let's face it, I know this wasn't what he really wanted to do initially; and he knows that stepping into the industry I'm studying for is not what I wanted in the first place too.
But I guess life doesn't always gives us what we want. All we have to do is make the best out of what we've got. Not everything in life is pre-destined or fated. The only destiny we really have is to change our fate.
The long and uncertain road still lies ahead. I only pray Jevon will still be my shadow, as I am his's.
Brothers not in Blood, But in Spirit
So many years have passed since the time we first met. As I attempt to recall those times it seemed like the occurrences of yesterday, yet it reflected a memory so surreal akin to a distant dream. I remember all those Super Q and AMK Funland times, and of course our Shaw Towers Netgames outings. I suppose it mattered not what we did back then, as long as we were together. And of course SO many other thing we did together over the years.Those truly were, golden moments.
I was there to comfort him when he were heartbroken or depressed due to relationship or family problems and he was around for solace when I was feeling desolate and dejected.
I have stood beside him in his times of darkness, and he have guided me as I walk through the shadows. Together we walk still towards the light. We have seen and tolerated the best and worse of each other. And I suppose, true friendship stems from such understanding and patience.
10 yrs ago outside the arcade, we were pondering as to how we will be like in 10 yrs time. 10 yrs has passed, and here we are. I suppose we both have wasted time in our own way. With Jevon's recent re-entry into his father's company and my soon-to-be-completed tourism diploma, I suppose it is time we accept what we have to do. I mean let's face it, I know this wasn't what he really wanted to do initially; and he knows that stepping into the industry I'm studying for is not what I wanted in the first place too.
But I guess life doesn't always gives us what we want. All we have to do is make the best out of what we've got. Not everything in life is pre-destined or fated. The only destiny we really have is to change our fate.
The long and uncertain road still lies ahead. I only pray Jevon will still be my shadow, as I am his's.
Brothers not in Blood, But in Spirit
Belated Entry #1 - Mun
I did promise to dedicate an entry in my blog to all the people closest to me upon their birthdays a while back. Being TOO busy playing WoW, I negligently forgot to post an entry for Mun for his birthday in mid-August.
So here goes.
Perhaps I had become close to Mun because of the bond needed between a point guard and a center. Perhaps it was because Mun is the oldest among them (therefore closer to my age). But more so because we both think and feel alike in many ways.
Mun is a relatively responsible and caring guy, although he likes to make fun of people too often LOL. I suppose it is all for the sake of good humor. Mun has always helped me whenever I needed him, be it a minor or major emergency. And of course in my opinion, Mun is still my favorite center.
I miss the days of our b-balling and I miss the countless nights slacking in our area talking til morning. Much fun, laughter and quality moments we did share back then. How many beer cans from 7-11 we must have expended in that time God knows lol.
Despite my advice based on my own experience he still dropped out of poly (literally following in my footsteps!). Nevertheless, I hope he will continue to follow up the plan of resuming his studies next year. Better late then never.
I do have many other things to say about Mun, but many of them are too private (in his opinion) to mention here. Of course, all original members of BH know anyway lol!
Regardless as both me and Mun have discussed countless times, the road is definitely long and far ahead. More GOOD TIMES await us. We only have to work hard and strive towards these goals.
Or as your brother used to say, Ren shen duan duan ji shi nian!
So here goes.
Perhaps I had become close to Mun because of the bond needed between a point guard and a center. Perhaps it was because Mun is the oldest among them (therefore closer to my age). But more so because we both think and feel alike in many ways.
Mun is a relatively responsible and caring guy, although he likes to make fun of people too often LOL. I suppose it is all for the sake of good humor. Mun has always helped me whenever I needed him, be it a minor or major emergency. And of course in my opinion, Mun is still my favorite center.
I miss the days of our b-balling and I miss the countless nights slacking in our area talking til morning. Much fun, laughter and quality moments we did share back then. How many beer cans from 7-11 we must have expended in that time God knows lol.
Despite my advice based on my own experience he still dropped out of poly (literally following in my footsteps!). Nevertheless, I hope he will continue to follow up the plan of resuming his studies next year. Better late then never.
I do have many other things to say about Mun, but many of them are too private (in his opinion) to mention here. Of course, all original members of BH know anyway lol!
Regardless as both me and Mun have discussed countless times, the road is definitely long and far ahead. More GOOD TIMES await us. We only have to work hard and strive towards these goals.
Or as your brother used to say, Ren shen duan duan ji shi nian!
Monday, August 18, 2008
My Conclusion
Last Saturday, I lost my temper. However rare that happens, it still happened.
I guess I just snapped because frankly I simply cannot figure out a solution that everyone will be happy with. To want everyone around and yet still play DoTA together but not against each other is just not possible obviously.
To put things simply,
I was not angry at anyone.
I was just angry at the situation, period.
What I really want is,
I only want to play against strangers/other people. Not against friends. Yes. No inhouse against
our own people.
I do want to play draft too. But if that's not possible due to too many people, I would rather play
pubs alone. I will be more happy this way. No one has to feel obligated to join me and neither do they have to feel guilty about me stepping out. HONESTLY. I WILL be more happy this way. I say this now officially. If anyone still feels obligated or guilty after me saying this, then I can't help in this regard. You are entitled to your opinion and responsible for your own feelings.
Why do I feel this way?
Because I don't like to win or lose against our own friends. I receive no satisfaction or fun factor from doing so. I do not enjoy it at all. And no amount of persuasion or coaxing can convince me otherwise.
I do not see why if we have more than 5 people the extra remaining members cannot play a separate game. For anyone who insist on or (secretly hope to be) being part of the 5 playing draft, go ahead. No one is stopping you, and good luck.
I think I have stated very CLEARLY and SIMPLY my feelings about this matter.
And there you have it.
I guess I just snapped because frankly I simply cannot figure out a solution that everyone will be happy with. To want everyone around and yet still play DoTA together but not against each other is just not possible obviously.
To put things simply,
I was not angry at anyone.
I was just angry at the situation, period.
What I really want is,
I only want to play against strangers/other people. Not against friends. Yes. No inhouse against
our own people.
I do want to play draft too. But if that's not possible due to too many people, I would rather play
pubs alone. I will be more happy this way. No one has to feel obligated to join me and neither do they have to feel guilty about me stepping out. HONESTLY. I WILL be more happy this way. I say this now officially. If anyone still feels obligated or guilty after me saying this, then I can't help in this regard. You are entitled to your opinion and responsible for your own feelings.
Why do I feel this way?
Because I don't like to win or lose against our own friends. I receive no satisfaction or fun factor from doing so. I do not enjoy it at all. And no amount of persuasion or coaxing can convince me otherwise.
I do not see why if we have more than 5 people the extra remaining members cannot play a separate game. For anyone who insist on or (secretly hope to be) being part of the 5 playing draft, go ahead. No one is stopping you, and good luck.
I think I have stated very CLEARLY and SIMPLY my feelings about this matter.
And there you have it.
Tuesday, August 12, 2008
My Opinion Honestly
First of all. I shall post the following picture.
Just now, I just felt like changing my MSN pic. Then I saw this, and changed to this for fun.
As I was talking to my classmate on MSN, my eyes kept wandering back to this picture somehow. And really really missed those times.
As of late, our group has this problem. As we play DoTA every weekend, it is always ideal to have just 5 people for obvious reasons. And for the past 1-2 years, it was mostly the case. Although our group have about 8 people total, 2-3 will likely go MIA during the weekends. So we we always had at most 5 people back then. In fact, it was usually 3-4, then we have to find 1 more.
However, for the past 2 months, everyone started showing up. This has created a problem. I.E. we can't play draft or even pub. Have to inhouse -spar and all that bullshit. Either dat or Moo Moo or some other such maps.
Let's all be honest here guys. All the inhouse -spar or the other custom maps etc etc. is just not as fun as pub draft or even normal pubs together as friends against strangers right?
So anyway that's wat we've been doing these past few months. Don't get me wrong here. Every single one of us deserves to play, regardless of our skills. So I'm not blaming any one of us who recently decided to show up. In fact I'm sort of glad that those who went MIA during weekends in the past reappeared again. Everyone is welcome, and everyone deserves to play as much as the other.
However we cannot deny that this problem is some kind of inconvenience to our weekly DoTA sessions. After the past 2 months of all e nonsense spar inhouse Moo Moo etc etc. I decided enough is enough. This decision came to me last Friday. After a few games of inhouse which I TOTALLY DID NOT ENJOY AT ALL. I mean, in my opinion no matter how we split the team its really hard for it to be fair. Even if I'm the one on the better team I would feel the same. Why?
IT IS DEFINITELY 1000 times more fun to "ZAM" strangers together den EACH OTHER. Anyone dare to argue with me over this point? I don't think so anyway. Ok of cos the more relevant point is actually - working together in a challenging type of game and using each other strengths and compensating each other weaknesses through good co-operation and hard work in order to defeat our opponents.
So on after so NOT enjoying myself on Friday, I made a decision. From now on, If dere's more den 5 people, I will conveniently exclude myself. I rather PUB alone or even play play Frozen Throne single player Campaign mode than play those inhouse nonsense. Why? Cos I have more FUN that way! I mean, go lan shop and PAY money to play I deserve to enjoy what I'm playing? Which is what I did on Saturday.
Yes I admit I truly did want to play draft with them too. There were 6 of us. If one of us don't step out, we will end up playing inhouse or nonsense games/maps etc. AND NO I DON'T WANT TO DO THAT! HELL NO! I DID IT FOR 2 MTHS AND ITS TOTALLY NOT FUN AT ALL. So did step out and went to play pub alone till Jevon suddenly showed up. OBVIOUSLY when he showed up it was a life saver. But once again I digress with all of this.
By now, for those reading this post they must be wondering what does the picture at the beginning have to do with all of this?
IT HAS EVERYTHING TO DO WITH THIS TOPIC. Look at us. We were happy. We may not be smiling obviously (With the exception of Pong the Prince of Spasticity). But from the picture, you can see we were happy. We were satisfied. We were confident. We were, together working hard towards a common goal. There was no "fuck la 20 mins why still no ward". No "why u all keep kena catch?" No "why u miss that stun?" etc. There was no such thing of anyone feeling slightly pissed after losing a game.
Then while playing bball, it didn't matter whether we won or lost (Although we did win, very very frequently in fact). Why didn't it matter? Cause we were all together, on the same team. Together trying to win with the best of our efforts possible. And if we lost? Its perfectly fine. cos we know, we all tried our best TOGETHER. And if we had more than 4 or 5 people? Just sub. After all bball IS tiring. We all get tired at one point or another.
Anyway, just to repeat myself I will stick to my decision. If there are more than 5 in the future for DoTA I will step out. And if even stepping out there are 6-7 people left? That's honestly NOT MY PROBLEM. Don't make it my problem. I did my part by volunteering myself out. I mean, I DO WANT TO PLAY DRAFT TOO. But that's just not possible when we have more than 5 right?
I will not subject myself to playing something I DO NOT ENJOY, especially when I'm PAYING money to do so.
I rather concentrate on bball or even WoW anyway. I was just only getting interested in draft 2 months ago, and all this has to happen. So yeah. Bball or WoW for me. Don't blame me.
Of cos I will still go to GG every weekend as usual. I mean, that's the only time I get to see every one at the same time. But yeah, my decision still stands.
So yeah.
As I was talking to my classmate on MSN, my eyes kept wandering back to this picture somehow. And really really missed those times.
As of late, our group has this problem. As we play DoTA every weekend, it is always ideal to have just 5 people for obvious reasons. And for the past 1-2 years, it was mostly the case. Although our group have about 8 people total, 2-3 will likely go MIA during the weekends. So we we always had at most 5 people back then. In fact, it was usually 3-4, then we have to find 1 more.
However, for the past 2 months, everyone started showing up. This has created a problem. I.E. we can't play draft or even pub. Have to inhouse -spar and all that bullshit. Either dat or Moo Moo or some other such maps.
Let's all be honest here guys. All the inhouse -spar or the other custom maps etc etc. is just not as fun as pub draft or even normal pubs together as friends against strangers right?
So anyway that's wat we've been doing these past few months. Don't get me wrong here. Every single one of us deserves to play, regardless of our skills. So I'm not blaming any one of us who recently decided to show up. In fact I'm sort of glad that those who went MIA during weekends in the past reappeared again. Everyone is welcome, and everyone deserves to play as much as the other.
However we cannot deny that this problem is some kind of inconvenience to our weekly DoTA sessions. After the past 2 months of all e nonsense spar inhouse Moo Moo etc etc. I decided enough is enough. This decision came to me last Friday. After a few games of inhouse which I TOTALLY DID NOT ENJOY AT ALL. I mean, in my opinion no matter how we split the team its really hard for it to be fair. Even if I'm the one on the better team I would feel the same. Why?
IT IS DEFINITELY 1000 times more fun to "ZAM" strangers together den EACH OTHER. Anyone dare to argue with me over this point? I don't think so anyway. Ok of cos the more relevant point is actually - working together in a challenging type of game and using each other strengths and compensating each other weaknesses through good co-operation and hard work in order to defeat our opponents.
So on after so NOT enjoying myself on Friday, I made a decision. From now on, If dere's more den 5 people, I will conveniently exclude myself. I rather PUB alone or even play play Frozen Throne single player Campaign mode than play those inhouse nonsense. Why? Cos I have more FUN that way! I mean, go lan shop and PAY money to play I deserve to enjoy what I'm playing? Which is what I did on Saturday.
Yes I admit I truly did want to play draft with them too. There were 6 of us. If one of us don't step out, we will end up playing inhouse or nonsense games/maps etc. AND NO I DON'T WANT TO DO THAT! HELL NO! I DID IT FOR 2 MTHS AND ITS TOTALLY NOT FUN AT ALL. So did step out and went to play pub alone till Jevon suddenly showed up. OBVIOUSLY when he showed up it was a life saver. But once again I digress with all of this.
By now, for those reading this post they must be wondering what does the picture at the beginning have to do with all of this?
IT HAS EVERYTHING TO DO WITH THIS TOPIC. Look at us. We were happy. We may not be smiling obviously (With the exception of Pong the Prince of Spasticity). But from the picture, you can see we were happy. We were satisfied. We were confident. We were, together working hard towards a common goal. There was no "fuck la 20 mins why still no ward". No "why u all keep kena catch?" No "why u miss that stun?" etc. There was no such thing of anyone feeling slightly pissed after losing a game.
Then while playing bball, it didn't matter whether we won or lost (Although we did win, very very frequently in fact). Why didn't it matter? Cause we were all together, on the same team. Together trying to win with the best of our efforts possible. And if we lost? Its perfectly fine. cos we know, we all tried our best TOGETHER. And if we had more than 4 or 5 people? Just sub. After all bball IS tiring. We all get tired at one point or another.
Anyway, just to repeat myself I will stick to my decision. If there are more than 5 in the future for DoTA I will step out. And if even stepping out there are 6-7 people left? That's honestly NOT MY PROBLEM. Don't make it my problem. I did my part by volunteering myself out. I mean, I DO WANT TO PLAY DRAFT TOO. But that's just not possible when we have more than 5 right?
I will not subject myself to playing something I DO NOT ENJOY, especially when I'm PAYING money to do so.
I rather concentrate on bball or even WoW anyway. I was just only getting interested in draft 2 months ago, and all this has to happen. So yeah. Bball or WoW for me. Don't blame me.
Of cos I will still go to GG every weekend as usual. I mean, that's the only time I get to see every one at the same time. But yeah, my decision still stands.
So yeah.
I ish beri de emoz dis weekz
Emoz cos this week i must study e whole week! wah liew. Why was I looking forward to studying sia! I can't for the life of me remember why was i so eager before.
Emoz cos my frds got relationship prob and I feel emo for her. For the guy who's also my frd.
Emoz cos why I always kena dis type of thing? My forehead got write relationship guru? I like to help, but you all must know if I'm the one who is in a similar situation I'm also just as clueless!
Emoz cos I'm thinking of rerolling permanently in WoW back to Jubei'Thos. Imagine leveling to 70 again wtf.
Emoz cos, FUCK DIS WEEK STUDY WEEK AND NEXT WEEK EXAM LA!
Haix.
Ish beri de emoz.
Emoz cos my frds got relationship prob and I feel emo for her. For the guy who's also my frd.
Emoz cos why I always kena dis type of thing? My forehead got write relationship guru? I like to help, but you all must know if I'm the one who is in a similar situation I'm also just as clueless!
Emoz cos I'm thinking of rerolling permanently in WoW back to Jubei'Thos. Imagine leveling to 70 again wtf.
Emoz cos, FUCK DIS WEEK STUDY WEEK AND NEXT WEEK EXAM LA!
Haix.
Ish beri de emoz.
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